What a difference a day makes. I woke up this morning, and it was gone. The weight, the pain, the hate was all gone. Now your thinking well Andy you did have the day off. No, this is different. I feel that I have really purged myself of all that crap that I was feeling yesterday.
Now looking at what I have gone through the past few days I am amazed. Normally, I would be in a funk for weeks, but now I feel great. My mind is clear, and I feel that I have direction in my life. I have never been so focused as I am right now. I did not need a problem to solve to shake my funk. It is just a great feeling.
I have come to terms with a lot of the challenges that I have. I know that I will not solve them overnight. I realized that these challenges did not appear over night either. Some of them have been brewing for years. I must be patient. I have to keep believing in myself. I also needed to listen more to others, really listen. This has haunted me for a while. I started to and hell I would not of lost the weight if I did not listen.
I know that there are others out there that have bigger challenges, then I do. To those people out there just don't give up. You will feel like there is no end to doubt. Just stay the course. Don't let yourself give up. You will make if you believe in yourself. I used not to believe in myself and all it did was derail me repeatedly.
Now the fun part begins. I need to keep myself on track. I will not be afraid of the bumps. I will embrace the challenges that come my way. Enjoy whatever life brings me. I know that whatever it is, I am ready. Well, as ready as I can be.
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