Each day I try to do something to make myself better. The past few days I have reached out to some friends whom I have lost contact with, or lost their friendship because I was too wrapped up in myself. I feel that giving some closure to this will help them either close the book on the friendship or start a new chapter.
I have written to this one friend who was a great friend to me. She was always there for me. She would listen to me when I would tell her about all of my issues no matter how big or small. As time went on I took advantage of the relationship and when she needed me, I was not there for her. Until finally we just stopped talking. It was something that I really never understood why until now. So out of the blue I sent her an email to say that I was sorry. I did not expect anything back. But then I got an email.
It was her. She read my email and said that she was thinking of me and tried to reach out to me. She said that she was proud of me, and that she will always be there for me. After I get myself back off of the floor, I made sure that she had my current numbers. And we will make sure that we do not lose contact, and I will be the friend to her that I could not be in the past.
I have also reached out to my current friends. It is important that I make sure the friends that I have now stay friends. She also was very receptive and proud that I am taking these steps to better myself and better my friendship with her. Though I have not known her as long as other friends, it is important to make sure that she knows that I am sorry for not being a good friend. I will be one now.
So I will continue to make myself better. I will continue to apologize to my friends, both current and past. I will make sure that I am there for my friends. They will know that they can count on me.
Keep Rambling......
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